When God Feels A Million Miles Away

Tuesday, April 5, 2016


I go to a great church here in the South Bay of San Diego. This week's message was powerful and really touched my heart. It brought me to ponder my own circumstances, which I'll get to later.

I have several friends who are going through difficult times. It's so easy to doubt God, to wonder why, and to start losing faith when it seems like things just aren't going our way. Why do bad things happen to good people? How can a loving, merciful God allow these things to happen? Why can't God just swoop in and intervene when things get tough and when people are hurting?

These are all questions I ask myself every time I feel the pain of a loved one suffering.

This message was perfectly timed in my life. Pastor James talked about how Easter is the forever reminder that with God, ANYTHING is possible. Jesus' life here on Earth was anything but easy. He was ridiculed, persecuted, betrayed and died a brutal death. God could have rescued him...but he didn't. Because God's plan for Jesus went far beyond what ANYONE could have imagined.

As James said, there's always a bigger story. A story that reaches far beyond our earthly existence. This is so hard for even me to comprehend, but it's all part of having faith in God that he has a plan for us.

Think of what would happen if Jesus never died on the cross? If he was never brutally beaten? If he wasn't relegated to hang out with the misfits of society?

Think of all the lives that wouldn't have been blessed, touched or saved.

Life is crazy and not always pleasant. The Bible states that in this life we will have struggles, but that we need to take heart because God has already overcome the evil one. (John 16:33)



God can use us, even when we feel defeated. Here's how:

1) Fight - Don't give up! Fight the good fight. 


2) Finish well - Go down swinging. Give it your all and pray continuously. 


3) Keep the faith - God can use you, even when you feel like you've lost. We just have to trust God, even when we don't understand the circumstances, or feel like we've lost. 



While I have two beautiful girls, they didn't come easily. I went through not 1, not 2, but 3 miscarriages to get them.

I was heartbroken and my faith was tested to the max. I honestly had given up hope that I would ever have a child of my own, other than a puggle needing orthodontia. But God pulled through when I least expected, and now I have these two precious girls that were worth everything and beyond what I went through for them.

I have so many friends and have met so many women who have gone through either the same or similar events. If I hadn't gone through what I had, I wouldn't have been able to help them when they needed it.

Everyone has a gift from God, a strength he gives them to use in serving Him and other people. Mine is the gift of encouragement. I firmly believe part of my purpose here on earth is to use this gift. I now know that God allowed me to go through fertility issues so I could support other women. In the end, God redeemed the situation when all hope was lost and now I see how he's using IT and using ME for a bigger purpose.

If you're going through something and you can't see the light at the end of the tunnel, I just want to encourage you to keep fighting and keep trusting in God. Remember, we can't see the whole picture. We only see a tiny slice of it. We don't need to be afraid or live in fear because God has our back no matter what.

Every time you get discouraged, meditate on this verse. This verse has saved me so many times:

For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. (Jeremiah 29:11)

We don't need to understand God to TRUST him. 





4 Ways to Boost Your Thyroid Function With Diet

Thursday, March 31, 2016






1) Go 100% gluten-free


While Hashimoto's is often thought of as a thyroid problem, it's actually an autoimmune issue whereby the thyroid is attacked. The protein in wheat is called gliadin, and it actually looks very similar to the gluten molecule in the body. This causes the immune system to amplify its attack, whereby worsening Hashimoto's symptoms.

This is a situation where reducing gluten won't cut it, or even having it on occasion won't work. It needs to be eliminated completely from the diet. One exposure can hang around for up to 6 months in the body, so it's just not worth it. Chris Kresser, a leader in the fields of integrative and functional medicine, explains in an excellent post here how gluten is so destructive for Hashimoto's and other people with certain autoimmune conditions.

2) Be cuckoo for coconuts!



I could do a whole blog post on all the wonderful things coconut oil does for the body. Most of it I've learn from a wonderful book by Dr. Mary Enig, called Eat Fat, Lose Fat. I highly recommend you pick up a copy if you haven't read it. She's the world-renowned biochemist and nutritionist who has dedicated her life to researching and advocating the dangers of trans fats (she was the original whistleblower to the FDA regarding their longterm dangers). She has gone against the grain in using traditional fats (coconut oil, lard, tallow, egg yolks) through the low-fat craze of the 1980's and 90's to present. Mainstream society is finally catching up. 

So why coconut oil? How does it help your thyroid? Well, what do people with Hashimoto's struggle with?
  • Slow metabolism
  • Inability to lose weight
  • Cold intolerance
  • Gut issues (leaky gut)
  • Low energy
  • Blood sugar instability 
  • Dry hair, skin and brittle nails
First of all, it increases your metabolism. Coconut oil is a saturated fat made up mainly of medium-chain triglycerides, or MCT's. This is a unique and special kind of fat. Unlike other fatty acids, MCT's are converted into energy by the liver instead of being stored as fat. This increases energy levels and also increases metabolism (which can in turn help with cold intolerance issues). In addition, coconut oil has a satiating effect, which may help someone to decrease their calorie intake throughout the day, without even necessarily trying. This fat slows digestion, which can help blood sugars to remain more stable between meals. Coconut oil also nourishes the digestive system, as it has antimicrobial and antioxidant properties that can suppress inflammation. Lastly, coconut oil works wonders straight out of the jar on skin and hair to moisturize. I often apply it in lieu of body lotion of leave it in my hair overnight as an intensive conditioner. 

3) Raw isn't always best



While we think of veggies as always being a healthy option, there are a couple caveats. Raw cruciferous vegetables including cabbage, kale, brussels sprouts, broccoli and cauliflower contain natural chemicals called goitrogens (goiter producers) that can interfere with thyroid hormone synthesis. This can lead to thyroid issues. However, there's a way to remedy this. Goitrogens are  deactivated by heat so lightly steaming, roasting or sautéing them should eliminate this problem. So you can have your greens and eat them, too. 

4) Look at the big picture to maximize your medication's effectiveness 


A lot of factors can affect how well you absorb the medication. Certain supplements/foods can even interfere with absorption. Here are some general guidelines:
  • Take on an empty stomach one hour before breakfast- I take mine first thing each morning
  • Avoid calcium, iron and antacids within 2-3 hours of taking medication- They can interfere with absorption. 
  • Soy and dairy products can also interfere, so you'll want to follow the 2-3 hour rule of thumb here, as well. 
  • Be CONSISTENT. If you take your medication 30 minutes before breakfast, but do it regularly and feel good/have good labs, keep doing what you're doing. Eating high versus low fiber will affect the absorption, so try to have a fairly consistent diet. 
  • Certain drugs, such as SSRI's (Zoloft, Prozac) can decrease effectiveness of thyroid medication. So keep that in mind when adjusting your dosages of these. 
  • If you're pregnant or breastfeeding, your thyroid needs will likely change, so work closely with your doctor to make sure you're feeling asymptomatic and that your levels are in check. It's very important for both yourself and your baby that your thyroid levels are adequate. 

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21 Day Fix Asian Turkey Meatballs

Friday, March 25, 2016

I was in the mood for something outside of my usual fare and had some ground turkey on hand. That's when I decided to go the Asian route with my dinner!

These meatballs are versatile, high in lean protein and BIG on flavor! You won't be disappointed. 

My hubby and I loved these! Next time I'll make a double batch so I have some to freeze. 

Without further ado, here's the recipe!

Asian Turkey Meatballs



Servings: 30 meatballs approx.
Prep time: 10 min.
Cook time: 15-20 min.
Container equivalents: 5 meatballs equal 1 red container on 21 Day Fix Program

- 2 lbs raw, lean ground turkey (I used 2 packages of the Jenny-O)
- 3 green onions, finely chopped
- 1 inch fresh ginger, finely grated
- 1/3 cup Tamari or coconut aminos (gluten-free soy sauce, tastes exactly the same as regular)
- Ground black pepper to taste
- 1 egg
- 1/3 cup gluten-free oats

1. Preheat oven to 350 F. Grease two baking sheets (or use silicon baking mats, one of my favorite inventions).

2. Mix all ingredients in mixing bowl until just blended.

3. Roll into one-inch balls and place on baking sheet. 

4. Cook for 15-20 minutes or until no longer pink in the center. 

5. Pair with your favorite sides and enjoy! I made an Asian bowl with brown rice and roasted brussels sprouts. It was tasty and filling.


A Huge Turning Point

Wednesday, March 23, 2016

Today marked a huge milestone in my fitness journey. Not only did I complete the Piyo Program...

I'm just going to come right out and say it...I SURPASSED my fitness goals! 

As you can see by the pictures, I've continued to lean out and sculpt my body with Piyo. And there's one more thing...I've actually crushed my goal weight of 128 pounds...

I'm now 125 pounds. I've never weighed 125 pounds (Fun fact: I was deadlocked at 150 pounds almost all of my 20's, including the day I got married). And what I'm the most proud of, is that it's not a frail or "skinny fat" 125 pounds. I may always have extra skin on my tummy and stretch marks, but that's ok! My body is strong, and it is well fed. I can plank like a badass till the cows come home! I can chase my daughter down the street while she bikes and not want to die!




I cried tears of joy after doing my weigh in and photos. But it's not just because of the physical transformation. I just feel so darn good! I feel like I'm doing something that is transforming my life AND some of those around me. 

In seven short months, I've gone from reluctantly participating in a challenge group (I had serious doubts it was for me...I thought Shakeology was a scam), to completing my first challenge, to doing 2 other programs, to seeing how Shakeology has improved my energy levels and held my sweet tooth at bay, to signing up as a Coach, to becoming an Emerald Coach to now surpassing my fitness goals! It's been quite the whirlwind. 

At this point, I'm not working out or "dieting" to lose weight. I'm eating clean, drinking my daily superfoods and exercising because I LOVE the way it makes me feel. It's just my lifestyle now. It makes me a better mom and wife and friend when I'm able to fill my cup a little each day with something that nourishes my body and soul. 

   

(Above: Me at 22 and 26, running half marathons and living on "diet" food)

And it's not about perfection or deprivation. There are parties and vacations and dinners out that are meant to be fully enjoyed. And by golly, I will eat my dark chocolate everyday from here to eternity, so don't you try to stop me! Life is meant to be LIVED. I let myself indulge and I don't feel guilty, because...that's just no fun. 

If you would have told me I'd be at this place a year ago, I never would have believed you. I was a happy person, but I doubted myself in so many areas. Thoughts like these filled my mind: 

"I could never be that disciplined." 

"I could never eat that healthy." 

"I could never give up Halloween candy and nacho binges." 

"I could never have the time to meal prep and/or workout daily."

"I could never take control of my nighttime food binges." 

If any of these phrases sound familiar to you, I want you realize something...

The way that you talk to yourself in your head is a very powerful thing! You need to make a conscious decision to talk positively in an encouraging, understanding way to yourself. Transformation starts on the inside! Make a decision that you want to become a healthier, more confident YOU. And then support yourself by speaking positive phrases to yourself. 

"I am strong. I am worth this."

"I am improving. I'm proud of myself."

"I'm not going to binge on _________ , because that doesn't align with who I am anymore." 

You have so much power, you just have to believe in yourself and tap into it!

I strongly believe that one of the reasons I'm on this planet is to help other people lead healthier lives. If you want guidance in this area, encouragement, a shoulder to cry on, a cheerleader, etc., I can be that person to help get you started. Your biggest obstacle is your own mind. Let me help get you started as your coach. You'd be surprised of what goals YOU could crush!